16/4/00
Congo
cowgirl
When Hava told her father she
was working as a call-girl, he took
it in stride. An Orthodox prostitute:
why not? Nothing about his daughter
could surprise him anymore.
"He didn't even say anything
to me," she laughs, tossing back
her silky hair. "Afterwards he
asked my mother if he really understood
what I said."
He didn't. She had said cowgirl,
not call-girl.
Well, that certainly made
sense to him: his daughter was an Orthodox
cowgirl -- an Israeli religious
Jewish cowgirl -- none of which could
have been predicted at the time of her
baptism in the Congo.
Dad's cool, so he had no problem
accepting her friends -- ranging from
fellow cowpokes to Safed haredim --
and this "kosher" stuff: ok,
a bit strange, but he accepted that
too. He was learning a bit about the
Jewish people.
But why are his daughters Hava
and Bernadette embroiled in a religious
dispute?
Ah, because Hava converted to
Judaism and she's Orthodox ... and Bernadette
converted to Judaism and she's Reform.
FROM
AN early age, 29-year-old Hava de Coninck
found herself on the path least traveled.
She was born and raised in the
Congo (then called Zaire), two generations
after her grandfather went to the Belgian
colony in the '30s to build the railway;
her parents eventually returned to Brussels.
Hava comes from a country doubly cursed:
one of the world's poorest, the Congo
is also where AIDS originated, and is
the country most profoundly victimized
by the virus.
"It's terrible, there's
no word for it. I lived there until
1984; the first time they began talking
about AIDS was about 1983."
She had a correct Christian background:
baptism, confirmation at 12, every Sunday
in church. "But I stopped going
when I was 13. From that age I had lots
of questions about Jesus. I didn't know
if I believed in God. I knew something
was not true in my education, I felt
it strongly."
Bernadette, four years her elder,
left home to go traveling, met an Israeli,
married, converted, and settled in Avtalyon
in the Galilee. Hava came to stay a
while. (Their brother visited as well,
but he didn't fall under the sway of
Judaism and Zionism: he went to live
in Cape Verde.)
"I was amazed when I came
upon Judaism -- and it's funny, because
it happened on a kibbutz (Harel) that
was not religious at all. But it was
so obvious there was something strong,
I could feel it. My love was first for
Israel, the land, and I realized it
was like this because of the Torah.
I knew that if I wanted to go deeper
I had to start learning Torah.
"But I didn't know I wanted
to become Jewish. I wanted to get experienced
in agriculture here and then go to developing
countries. Four years later, I'm still
here."
After a year and a half, she
decided to convert. "Bernadette
was in shock. We had a lot of arguments
about our beliefs, but we don't talk
about it anymore." They were very
close as children, and they now live
just a few kilometers apart, but "Bernadette
doesn't visit me. She was here once.
She hates Safed, she says it's too religious,
too this, too that."
Her parents condone their daughters'
choices because "It's a principle
in the family, they accept everything
as long as we're happy. They love Israel,
and come once a year for two months.
They understand the attraction.
"They don't understand the
[religious] laws, and sometimes they're
shocked, horrified. Most difficult is
when I go back to Belgium. My mother
doesn't know about kashrut, so I go
to a supermarket in Brussels where they
sell Israeli products.
"She wants to cook for me,
and it really hurts her if I don't eat
her food." Hava chuckles, and blushes.
"I eat on my special little plate.
I just have to accept that I will be
insulting people; it's a bad feeling,
but there's no choice. You need to find
the balance, because you have to think
of honoring your mother and father."
Beautiful, warmhearted and good-humored,
beige-eyed, earth-blonde Hava wastes
her charms on creatures that moo and
bleat. She's working on a JNF project
that (if I understand this correctly)
studies the interaction of cows and
trees.
I'd better let Hava explain this.
"We wanted to improve the
pasture around Rosh Pina, and one way
is to plant trees. So we closed about
150 dunams and planted four species
of trees with different treatment --
irrigation, no irrigation, compost,
no compost -- to figure out how to improve
the pasture, because trees give shade
to the cows. We watch to see if the
cows eat the fruit or the leaves of
the trees. Cows graze, so they don't
take much off the trees, but the trees
change the ecosystem of the pasture
land, which, we hope, causes more good
grass to grow. That's our research.
Then we try to convince other farmers,
kibbutzim, to plant trees."
The goal is happier cows, for
better and cheaper beef.
"We have a problem competing
with Australian and Argentinian beef,
because they have such green pasture.
The landscape here is dry grass, and
stony."
She wasn't always in cows.
"I worked with goats too.
We brought in a variety of goats from
South Africa for their meat, and I had
to follow them around to learn their
behavior." Turns out, the goats
were curious about her behavior:
"At that time I was studying in
a seminary, so I went in among the goats
with a siddur, and read whenever I had
a little time."
She was a professional goat,
becoming accepted as one of the gang.
"I stayed with them and took
notes: Now she's walking. Now she's
eating this tree. Now she's ... well,
at the beginning I was laughing at myself."
After 15 months it stopped being funny,
and anyway, she learned all there was
to know. Her career switched to bovinity.
"When I moved into cows,
I saw the difference in management.
Cowboys are much tougher than sheep-
and goat-people."
Uh, cowboys?
"Yes, we have cowboys in
Israel." Hava giggles. "There
was even a cowboy course, and I was
the only girl. I have a certificate
to prove it: I'm a graduate of the Israeli
cowboy course!"
The only certified Zionist cowgirl.
They must be very proud of her in the
Congo.
"Well," she hedges,
"I'm really only a theoretical
cowgirl, because I don't ride horses
and catch cows by the horns, and I keep
Shabbat." (And she doesn't smoke
Marlboros.)
Hava clearly appreciates the
whimsy of her life's unusual direction,
so it's hard to tell if she was joking
when she mentioned her next goal.
"I'd like to do miluim [army
reserves]," she says, "in
the cavalry."